For the longest time I've been the one who's says thing like "get off of me, I just want to get this taken care of".

Now, I'm the annoying leech of affection and I realize what a dick I seemed like to those girls.

But the one good thing, when she decides to touch, cuddle, fondle, hold me of her own volition it's like experiencing some milestone event that should be worthy of an A&E documentary special. Paradoxically enough, it just makes me want to touch her more.